The Unamed Feeling

This is me the side
You have never seen
The one you thought it's not
But it is there to
To torment the soul
Don't cause more pain
Leave it in darkness and pain
Touch it with your voice
And it'll bleed like a river

You have never seen it
You have never felt it
But it was here
It was here all along
Screaming inside
Crying inside
Asking for help
You never heard
Those desperate cries of help
It's not your fault
I should have shouted harder
I should have shouted harder
I should have shouted...
I should have shouted...
Should have shouted...
Should shouted...
Shouted...
Too late...
Too late...
Suffer and die...

Civilization

We live in a world shaped by discrimination and prejudices. We try to overcome this, to survive through this nightmare in our own ways, but just when you thought you are through, a new one appears, taking you down. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. So not true. What doesn't kill you, will hunt you, wear you down in a guerrilla war, until you finally give up, or die. We call this civilized society, but is it really? What is civilized in hunting those that are defenseless, what is civilized in discrimination and where are those so promised equal chances?

A dying man's story

You feel her touch on your skin
You feel her breath and her warmth
Taking over you
You are just a puppet
Of the malevolent one
That will play with you
And dump you like a garbage

Don't do it
If you wanna live
Don't do it
If you wanna see the end

This is the end
Of the wise and warm
Hearted man
As he is ripped from inside
Of a pain he can not control
It has taken over him
And is now ending his life
In pain, sufferance and glory
As he won't let down
Fighting 'till the end
Of his pitiful life

What is love

All that
I ever loved was you
But now there's nothing
Nothing left for me to love
It hurts bad
And it shouts in me
Leave it now
Just run away from everything
Don't look back cause it'll hurt
It'll hurt like a hot iron
Passed through your heart
Your pitiful lil heart
That once used to feel
Imaginary love
coming from nowhere
As no one would give you
Give you the love you need
Now just hush and suffer.

Ganduri si sentimente

A madman's agony

Feel like some times going nuts, can't keep your mental faculties in one place. You feel you fall apart, and there's nothing you can do. The pressure is too high, the world is spinning around you. You collapse, you close your eyes and you pass away. After all the years of agony, pain and misery, you just collapse, and everything goes away. Nothing can save you now, being alone. Alone we all are borne, alone we all live and alone we die. But I promise you this my friend, if I'm going down, I'm taking you with me. You are the one who has destroyed me, and you will go down with me. You hate me, well I hate you, I will destroy you as you have destroyed me, tear you down one piece at a time, until there's nothing left of you. Everyone is poking you, feel the anger inside, but there is nothing you can do. They're too big, they're too strong, you're too weak. Just remember this when your life slowly drains out of you, when I'm going down, I'm talking you with me.